So… it’s Valentines huh…?
Ah… I don’t know what to write or where to begin. I’m really bad at stuff like this, but Iku had been urging me to do this, saying it’s a special day and I should do something rather than sleeping.
He’s the one to talk huh? He didn’t even have a lover.
Ah, I’m getting off topic. Anyway, I want to do something special, but as I said, I’m not good with stuff like this, so all I could think of was writing a letter. I don’t even know what I’m writing up until now..
I think… what I’m trying to say is that…
I love you, Ryu… so much…
Thank you for teaching me what true love is like. I never thought I would be able to love someone or deserves to be loved by anyone until you showed up. You’re my light, my hope, my everything. You showed me what it’s like to really stand up for yourself. You gave me courage to face the truth, pulling me up when I fell down. Thank you… for everything you’ve done for me.
I don’t even know if what I’m doing would be enough to repay you, or would I be able to repay all you’ve done for me. No one is more important than you, Ryu. I never feel for someone like how I feel about you. I want to protect you, to keep you safe, to remind you over and over of how much you mean to me.
But… I know I’m not a good boyfriend at all. I’m far from perfect, and I always make you worry, leaving you alone and make you sad. I even think that I’m not qualified enough to be called your lover at all. Sometimes I couldn’t be with you when you need me, despite how much I wanted to stay by your side, to wipe you tears and hold you close to me.
Still… despite all that… you still chose to be with me. To stay with someone like me, the worst boyfriend in the world. You still remain by my side, always smile for me, telling me how much you love me…
I couldn’t live without you… I can’t imagine my life without you anymore…
Thank you… for loving me, Ryu. Thank you for allowing me to love you, for being by my side and smile for me.
I’ll do everything in my power to keep you safe. No matter what happens, I swear I’ll protect you, to protect that smile of yours. You’re my greatest treasure, and no one could compare how much you mean to me. No one could replace you.
You’re important to me, Ryu. I would never let you go. Stay by my side forever…
I love you…

Happy Valentines… Ryu..